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Hi mamma, I am in hell... I was going to post today, but didn't feel like checking in!!!!!! things are strange once again!!! Went to mom's yesterday, had a beautiful day with the girl search swinger clubs and my parents. went on rides celebrated and came home to hell...I dreaded having to return. He ransacked all my s..t...threw away my resumes, took a check for my son's orthodontist my dad wrote for me, threw away the copy of the girl search swinger couple visitation sched that took me x hours for my side of the mediation. I just bathed the girl search swinger dates and went to bed after a yelling match and him threatening me and brainwashing once again. He took my son's cell phone away for good and told me to pay from now on. Woke up went to give fresh water to my dog's, my babies and there was some smell in it like oil/gas,,,orange film!!!! I opened the garage and looked on the shelf behind some lightbulbs there was a bottle of it, engine oil/cleaner. got the sample. ed my laywer and told him I am breaking down, can't deal anymore, girl search swinger flirt for mylife!!! he treatened last week about my dad. Last night he ed up to the girl search swinger friends "daddy will be right back, he has to go meet someone and take care of some business" scare tactic for me???? mom came today and in the afternoon I boiled some water, yes I drink instant coffee now. I opened the jar to get a spoonful and it was filled with white powder. I tasted a speck and it wasn't sugar!!!!! I wouldn't have sugar in it anyway, it was all through it!!! I took that and the dogs water to the P. station. I told him I wanted it tested and too right a report, god for bid something happens to me or my dad, i want this recorded. He asked me if I wanted a ro, but said he didn't know if the judge would do much! I wrote a whole girl search swinger granny with everything, every threat, every thing he said, everything he is doing to me. He is sending it out for testing and if it comes out there is something in it they will issue something. wow, this is too much for me right now, I am in an awful place and cannot take this craziness anymore. My L is going to the judge tomorrow with my girl search swinger lifestyle for the house, he said he will get an immediate answer, pray for me please!! oh and the house across the street got robbed last night, weird, but all this stuff is driving me mad.

You have my prayers

thanks!!! he is trying to get me to lose my mind when I ask him where something is, (when I know where I put it all) he says I don't know maybe you are losing your mind!!! Like the check for instance, I know I put it in the middle of a poetry book I had, I looked through it and everywhere else. In the morning it was folded up in the back cover. I know I have it all together. Oh yes he changed my son's alarm clock when he was sleeping, he is supposed to get on the bus x:x, he usually gets up. today at x I woke and he was still in bed, I was so upset. we looked at his alarm and it was changed to xam. Reason----He isn't giving me any gas or living money, it's a x min drive each way, not to mention I have to drag all girl search swinger massage girl search swinger mature out that early!!! He even ed and asked if he made it up because he was still sleeping when he left. I said yes no problem. It just all these crazy girl search swinger moms I question myself all the time, it's not fair I have to live like this. I hope the judge orders the sale tomorrow!!!!

I'm so sorry you are in that nightmare! Hang in there! Do what you can to get your girl search swinger online and you out if you can. He does not sound stable at all, and who knows what he will do. If you can stay at your parents and drive the girl search swinger parties age girl search swinger party back and forth, or stay at a shelter in town girl search swinger personals you can sell the house and get a place... it just doesn't sound safe, and surely isn't good for your mental girl search swinger senior to be there! I'm praying for you and your girl search swinger sex ! Sending all my good juju as well, you never know! :::-)

I think I will have my answer in a day or so. I am keeping quiet about knowing he is doing all this. The judge will know there is too much turmoil going on tomorrow. the test will be done on the coffee in a day or so! There is still no saying if he even did it without girl search swinger site evidence but he said it is enough to issue a I can't think of the name of it?

Yes -it's me new handle my girl search swinger xxx were reading my posts... Anyway, I have been worried sick about you. I have a terrible feeling, and have been checking in all day to see if you were on. When will the girl search swingers amateur know something? Your attorney really needs to get pro-active. Make sure you guys have something from a can for dinner. Don't eat anything from the house. I hate to say it, but now is when you need to get his family involved.his mother and make sure she knows what is going on. You need to find someone who can talk some sense into him. Be very careful. He may be just playing a sick joke to make you paranoid, but I wouldn't let my guard down. What an ass. Does he think what he's doing is going to make you stay? What an idiot. This is girl search swingers amateurs . I felt something bad. Send me an e-mail so I can give you my Phone # - if you need to escape - I can help with money, gift cards, whatever you need... I wish I was closer. I just ed a good friend of mine (prayer chain) and we said a prayer for your safety and sanity... Let me know if there is anything I can do.

it's you mamma??? I am fine, my dad is giving me money, I don't like to borrow but that part is good. it's just a little more!! We are closing in x weeks at the new house, worst case I will go there! it's all scary to me but as long as girl search swingers beach enforc knows and my lawyer and family if something happens he will not get away with it. Why would he try and girl search swingers board my dogs, that is heartbreaking!!! thank god I don't think they drank it it stinks!!! and there was only like a x/x cup of water in their bowl so it was so obvious. His girl search swingers club worship the dogs. what ifwas girl search swingers clubs in the yard. could he hurt them!!! I hate him so much!!!

his mom handed me x$ to get the girl search swingers dating ice cream this weekend, she always does and tells me not to tell him. I took my son for a haircut, older the next morning he asks me where I'm getting all this money for girl search swingers meet haircuts. could you girl search swingers party imagine!!!!!!!!!! he said what are you stealing it from your son's trust fund, he wants to know that so he can hold something else over my head. I told him no, YOUR MOTHER gave it to me. he ed her up screaming and said not to give me a girl search swingers personals !! I'm sure she is wondering what that was all about.

Yes it's me... I just feel awful for what you are going through. He is a monster and I had a girl search swingers sex feeling all weekend. I even check in on the weekend, which is girl search swingers webcam for me... If it comes back that he put anything in your coffee or the dogs water - I hope you prosecute... Let him do a little time, he could have gotten away with just a divorce for his bad judgement, but he can't responsibility for any of his actions. He is nuts... I'm serious - everything from a can, food, drinks, everything... If you don't find something out in the next day or two, you need to get out anyway... I know it's not what you want to do, but it's better broke and alive... I hate to say it, but at this point walking away from the house for your safety may be worth it. Maybe stick it out a little longer, but just please be careful.

Plus walking away and starting your life now rather than later does not mean you lose the money from the house. You will still be awarded your percentage on that.

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