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Seeking Sobor Friends I'm a GWM whos life outside of work has revolved around partying, bars and in general alcohol in some fasion or another. I' online adult chat Tequesta FL m now at what i think is my rock bottom and am going through it al I have major legal issues, job loss, my home is forclosed on and I am trying to get into treatment. I'm sobor, and don't really have a problem staying that way, but I'm facing a lot of stuff and wish I had a friend who I could talk to, or might just give me a hug. I'm emotionally drained, I feel sick every waking minute and my anxiety and depression problems are looming in at full force. I have suffered from major depession and anxiety on and off my whole life. My whole life, everything I did for entertainment involved partying to some degree. I want to believe that there are people who have found happiness and alternative ways to meet other gay men besides bars and parties. I was lonely before, but now I feel like I'm worthless and completely damaged. I'm told I'm a good looking guy, and people at work really like me. But even with that, when they want to do things outside of work, it usually involves going for drinks or what ever. I guess i don't want to ramble on, or I'll say something I might regret. Regret being my whole state of mind these days. I look forward to hearing back from anyone who might feel like lending an ear or an arm for a hug.
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