baltimore
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2011-02-08 19-32-11
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My heart is no longer yours after what you've done For 2 years now, I have dealt with the put downs, the hitting, the emotional trauma. We have been together for 13 yea married and lonely women wanting single men Ambarnath rs and I thought you changed 2 years ago. You became crass, angry, ignorant, and abusive physiy, mentally and emotionally. We used to be so close that we knew what each other was going to say and even people who knew us would ask us if we were newlyweds. What went wrong with you? What really made you snap? You keep blaming me for everything even when there was proof of someone else doing the wrong. Last anniversary, someone we knew said some very lewd and disgusting remarks to me and I told you after he left. YOU DID NOTHING!!! And then continued to let this man IN our home so you could be friends? You knew how this made me feel and you even told me not to come home when he arrived. Your own wife was not even comfortable in her OWN home! Then you told him what I said! Did you honestly think he was just going to say "Yes I told your wife I wanted to f*** her?" He groped me after that and you said I lied. And why did you hit me everytime I confronted your infidelity with my best friend? You said I was rubbing it in and all I wanted was the truth. So EVERY time she was mentioned, I got hit? Why? You say even now that I dont talk to you and then when I do, its bitching and griping. I cant even cry when your around because you say all it is , is f***ing blubblering. You them mood swings and what they truly are is your wifes broken heart being step on and shattered. You know I was raped and cut up. 4-5 month ago. What you said to me a month ago is what stopped my heart beating for you at all. I did not LET that guy f*** me and you had no right to me a whore. All those months of therapy had just went down the drain because of your anger. I hate you now and all I did was ask for 1 thing from you for the last 2 years. Through all the beatings, through all the put downs and even your infidelity, I did nothing but LOVE YOU FULLY!!!! All you had to do was get help. Now you think that moving for months and getting help on your own for months is going to fix 2 years of heart wrenching, nauseating deep pain? You have taken everything away including money and now I have to support our on my own and I cant get a job. YOU KNOW WHY I CANT! I will sell everything I own to give that kid everything he deserves!!!!!! He sure as hell didnt deserve any of this!!!! Now you leave both of us before the holidays, penniless. So your paying the bills, but you leave me with double the responsibility. You litterally tore apart our home and now I have to fix the mess and again, penniless to do it with. You took me off everything including the bank account. You have screwed me and your son! You truly are heartless. Because of you he didnt even have his 16th birthday, and now youre taking away thanksgiving and CHRISTMAS too? What the hell is wrong with you! months will fix nothing! Dont bother coming back! As I told you before, you dont want a wife, you want a slave and a whore. Then go find both, neither ofus want to see you again. You tore us both down to the dirt and we dont want you to come back. You told me I didnt try to make our marraige work!!!! BULLSH**!!!! You were the who wanted out...now you have your wish. you are moving monday, stay moved...dont come back... EVER!!!!
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