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Depression is very much an outcome of poor cognitive decision making. Its a negative feedback cycle that grows on itself. The key to controlling depression is breaking out of this cycle. Your cognition is what programs the brain. Medicines will attempt brute forcing the neurotransmitters up the neural pathways. Proper cognition will actually re-wire your brain towards girls ready online adult chat . This is why people who have good hearts, poor they maybe are devoid of depression and full of happiness.

i wouldn't say void of depression depression could be a cause of outside sources and not directly related to something you created yourself for example.... i cant take a compliment. even if i know the person wouldnt lie, and what they are saying is something that i also believe, i can't accept the compliment. obviously if i believe the compliment and trust their honesty, i should be able to accept the compliment. however i grew up on double handed girls ready online adult dating so thats how i see every compliment and thus i can't believe that a good statement could be said without a badbeing said as well for example.... when i got a B- in class. my father might say "you could have done better if you studied harder".... and if it was left at that, then fine. it's not a compliment, but it's not exactly an girls ready online chat . but such statements were always followed by things like "i know you're smarter then that, do you want to be stupid? stop being an idiot and do better next time. you aren't stupid, you could get an A so stop being stupid and do it"

You need to resolve that internal conflict It is because you've learned to handle a certain way, you influence your actions and perception in a certain way. So then, is someone giving you a compliment an external stimuli that causes a certain reaction in you? Or is your own internal thought process that is influencing you to perceive it in a manner so as to cause you feel poor about yourself? That would be poor cognitive decision making/thinking process. You've learned the wrong way. You need to unlearn it to resolve your conflict. Like I mentioned to you many weeks ago.