Horrible feelings Just need to vent. Today is my xth birthday, the first of my birthdays since finding out that i am terminally ill. I recently began a new relationship with a wonderful and beautiful woman that I simply adore and would do anything for. She promised to come by to spend time with me and my daughter today at x:x... its not x:x, she did not come, she did not or text or email... nothing. Not a word. I haven't celebrated my birthday with frinds or SO's in over x years... I don't know why I thought this one would be any different. She promised... Guess Im not good enough to keep a promise to. Happy birthday to me... My heart is breaking.

That sucks. What is your prognosis?

A combination that Im not going to post. Sorry. Its too personal.

I understand. Good luck.

*hugs* happy birthday. :( come on over.

I know how you feel, I have massive anxiety atta cks. :) You'll be fine, just look on the bright side of things!

Wish I could, honestly But a broken heart was not what I wanted for my birthday... all I wanted was to see her smile walk thru my door and into my arms... she even had a gift for my daughter... Im an idiot.